Here I sit
trying to write
what my heart wants to
while my mind tries to hold the words back

Time and time again
under a cloud of darkness
to wake up from this slumber, all problems in life adds up to a number
If I am being eaten from the inside
as the thoughts of you
slowly crawl inch-by-inch
taking over my senses completely

Lost and looking for answers
dreams and hopes that was once
within reach, now seems a million miles away;

Sitting next to the rain splattered window,
watching the shadow of darkness slowly fade away,
the words to express my pain linger in the back of my mind
kept locked up within me, unable to escape the imaginary fence that I built around

Deep within the dark clouds of life
I sit here in a moment of quiet intention
trying to make a dream into a reality
while holding on to the ropes of sanity

As I stand here under
the moonlit skies
I am wondering
what to do with this heart, tell me?

"Does Annabeth love me?"